Ambivalence

Ambivalence

I am to the light,
I am to the dark.

I am to the day,

I am to the night.

To the sun,

And to the snow.

In good,

And evil.

Ambivalent.

And that is all I am.

I be ambivalent to living,

Undecided upon death.

Unable to make a decision,

And thus caught in a half world.

Neither living,

Nor dead.

But existing,

And not existing.

If such a thing is possible.

With emotions that are there,

But absent just as much.

I am ambivalent to them all them,

And not to them as well.

For I love the emotion,

That all of us do feel.

But I fear them nonetheless,

And flee from them with vigour.