I truly am trying as hard as I can to understand this maths.
Why can I not do it?
The demotivation from it is causing me to slip again.
I I dont want this, I dont need it, I have a lot of business to attend to.
Now Im realising my loneliness again.
Meh, no use whinging on here about it.
My fault, my stupidity, now Ill foot the bill for it.