I have changed.

I feel it in my body,

I see it in my eyes,

I smell it in my sweat.

Much that I once was,

Is lost.

And much that was none,

Is all.

I shall never be the same again.

I think I shall never feel what it once was.

I know not if I can tolerate that.

Views are gone, innocence lost.

Rosy coloured glasses, destroyed.